So I graduated on Friday and I started my summer by taking a deep plunge into 3 bottles of high end alcohol and premium bud. This does not bother me... it almost seems like a perfect event to get fully intoxicated for the first time. But it was kind of odd that I was with three girls who for the past three years, I have not particularly taken a liking to. Specifically E. I thought of her as a pretentious showy moron who constantly felt the need to prove her "cultured" personality to everyone. It was only recently when I adapted a new view on life, and oh so graciously took a new view of her. I'm almost positive that she had, for this long shared the same contempt for me. I guess I am just fascinated at how fast relationships can change. I have always been appalled that huge groups of friends would get annoyed with each other so easily, create drama, etc. etc. It is a bit hard to go into detail, but for this I would sometimes take pleasure in the fact that I am more so an introvert. But getting back on topic, I have never stepped back, and really taken a view of myself in the world. Perhaps it was out of fear of seeing myself as a hypocrite?
Anyhow, I now find myself becoming a bit more social, connecting with those I would normally be highly judgmental of. Now I just feel indifferent to everything (possible effects of the Fountainhead?).

I watched three chick flicks in a row yesterday. ack! I think I needed somewhere to confess that. I will hopefully be going to SF tomorrow, for the sake of going... no, not for the sake of going, but to try and soak up all that I can from California before leaving the country for a year. I would also like to try Big Sur- I have wanted to go every since my Kerouac fanaticism back in 9th grade. A hike in muir woods sounds good to, as well as a trip to monterey, santa cruz, and yosemite. There isn't enough time!